him

i think i lik a guy from my department..
he work at the same restaurant as i..
hemm..
ivan noe who is the one but elbert hvn..
then tat day i saw him wt a gal..
tat gal i oso noe de..
she is from china n pretty nice..
she jz finished her study n she hv a bf at china now..
i saw them together n eat at republic food..
he even tell me tat he dater the gal oledi as tat time i was sitting thr wt cheng..
i wasnt feel good about it..
i called ivan n told him this..
ivan said i cant blame him or anything ..
cz i din tell him wat i feel to him..
i din blame him cz between us there's nth..
but jz doesnt feel good..
anyway..
me n cheng went to secret recipe n hv a piece of cake..
then we go to cold storage..
afetr tat we hed to sing k..
from 7pm, we sing til 2am sumthing..
we sing 7hours le..
after sing k i feel better..haha..
the mood to go sing k again appear again n again..
hemmm..
anyway i told myself tat wats the main aim i told myself when i wan to come to spore..
i oso tell myself tat i nd to realise wat happening..
mayb is more safe not to enter this circle of love..
which make me more secure n safe..

30th of may

haha..today is my off day..
i went out wt ivoen n ali..
we went for a movie n then we go for a drink..
we go somewhere at raffelas place thr..
at pub name harry's..
i hv a white chardonnay..
then voen n ali hv the erdinger..
i oso try a bite of the erdinger..
it is nice n better then casberlg..
then as usual..i turn red..
then later i come back to normal..
around 730pm we leave tat place..
n we walk to koufu at cityhall..
ali wan to eat something thr..
then after tat we go to oscar n check for the timatable..
we do sit there awhile..after tat i went home around9pm..
reach home almost 10pm le..
i take a bath n finished the dinner tat i promised to come back n take..

going home..

i wil b going home early june..
suspose to b on 3rd nite taking nite bus..
but i hv to attend the team member's day..
so delay a day of my leave..
which make it on 4th nite going home..
i wil get a week leave..
many things in my mind tat i wish to do at ipoh..
i wan go for movie, eat, shop, sing k, gather wt frenz, buy ipoh stuff n bring back to spore..
hemm..many many things..
my fren told ipoh change alot after 3 months..which to go back n look wats the changes..
i wan to go n see my grandma..
i wan go eat dim sum..
hahha..many things to do..
i wan talk wt my sis all day long..
i wan on9 24hours..
i wan listen back to my favourite songs n sing sing sing..
i miss my bed, i miss my frenz, i miss my family,,
i wan go back to school n meet all my teachers..
i miss everything at ipoh..
nowhere i wan to go then ipoh..

confirmation

25th of may is the date i work for conrad for three months le..
which oso mean is the day i get my confirmation oso..
but i onli get to see peter n discuss it on 27th of may..
so during the conversation,
1st of all he ask me hw's everything after 3months in oscar..
so i told him everything..
about the ppl, the work, the spirit..
then he told me bout hw's my presentation during this 3months..
over all..im ok de..
as a waitress i did pretty well n i hv done my duty wt the basic i hv..
he grade me 3 out of 5..
then he said im hunger to learn..tats wat he noticed..
wat make him impress is the teamwork i hv n the cheerful n positive mind part of me..
this bring in alot of motivation to every1..
he hope i can keep it..
when he said im cheerful..i ask whether tats mean im tralkative le..
hahaha..he told me it wasnt..btw is jz a jk..
n alot of things he told me..cant reli remember..
then im sure to b confirm..
he oso told me tat i wil b arrange to buddy training soon..
n he share wit me wit the plans n training..
hemm..feel happy wit it..
^^

simply sweet

this is the cocktail tat i presented during the competition i mention last blog..
is a cocktail tat make out last min by elbert, my senior..
n i nd to memories the ingrediate,step and everything..
at the end i successfully make it to the end without any mistake..
this competition was held on last sat..
the result was annouced on tues..
hwever the news spilt around who is the winner of the competition b4 tat..
i was congratulated by ronald 1st without telling me any reasons..
then by elbert b4 i went to sleep on mon night..
the nxt morning on tues,peter came to work but he hasnt reli heal..
i told him tat i din use his recipe n i do explain the reasons..
i was mention tat i won the cocktail competition..
if im not mistaken wil get the brunch at hilton..
but til now stil hvn received any voucrh yet..
gen the captain said it might gv on the team member's day..
so jz wait lo..
oledi plan wil go wt elbert..

recently

hemmm...reli reli reli reli bz..
mostly everyday i got sumthing to do..
lik on tues i off..
then on wed i work morning..
then thurs i got wine training after work til 5.30pm..
then after 530pm,my collegues they ask my to join them go sing k..
so i join them n sing til one sumthing back home..
reach home around 2am..
then i sleep 2 n a half hours..
go to work..which i force myself wake up..
then work n work n work til 3pm..
go yum cha as i got run trainning at 545pm..
then until 545pm onli i get the info tat the run trainning is cancel due to no1 going..
then i cont yum cha til 7pm lik tat..
back home..get redi for the nxt morning..then sleep..
n reach today..sat..i work morning again..
then in the middle got break..
but my break was use for the cocktail..
then straight end cocktail competition go back to oscar cont work..
work til 6 lik tat then take dinner n on9 awhile til now..
onli can rest a bit le..
tomolo again morning..=.="

cocktail..

today..16th of may is the 1st time i make n pratice doing cocktail..
as b4 this peter mention b4 tat we r having a cocktail competition..
n he has created sumthing but he donwan use his own name..
so he register my name le..
as he said he wil gv me the recipe n anything info bout it..
hwever he injured his leg de during the football competition..
so in this few days i cant get to meet him..
=.="
i as so worry wat could happened then yesterday i told iz bout it..
then this morning i stil wonder could happened wit nth i can do n no idea..
so i ask for help from elbert, my senior..
he jz simply make a cocktail n ask me to try..
i can said i lik tat more then the spore sling..
then he teach watever tat i donnoe..
whole morning try to remember everything..
but peter do pass a paper where inside got so cocktail..
i think he make tat..but i don hv the chance to make it..
as i reli donnoe hw to explain to the judge..
so i use the cocktail tat elbert teach me..
woh..i was so lucky tat i manage to finished it..
n mr hai poh said is quite nice..
i get so many help from it..hidayat,sean,...
but sure the most is elbert teng..
elbert name the cocktail as simply sweet which can oso said as double "s"
is suitable for ladies as is kind of sweet..
mr hai poh do said is nice too..^^

seong thai..

i cant believe in this century there is stil blind date..
the kitchen ppl now introduce a guy to me..
which as they said he is a good nice guy..=.="
btw i noe tat guy lik la from early b4 they told me..
actually beside him there's a few who told me b4 they interested oso..
anyway..they r lik pushing me n him together..
n tats reli feel shy about it..=.="
i cant reli imagine if i reli wil him lo..
hemmmmmmmm......
now the whole kitchen noe bout he n me...
wat a embaress..

leave plan..

im planning to go back msia for holiday..
this is after my confirmation..
as every1 wil b at ipoh around early june..
i plan go back tat time..
mean while tat time oso hving school holiday..
so i can go out wt my sis to go sing k together..
summore my two gor oso at ipoh tat time..
wai fun wil back to ipoh from 24th of may to 7th of june..
then thean seng will b at ipoh hving training..
kein wei may back during weekend form kl from training..
mayb if im lucky enough wil oso see a old fren back form ireland..wai keong..
hahaha..i think this is the most suitable time to back as every1 is thr..
but i onli wil b at ipoh for a week onli..
cz the longer leave i could take is a week..
then now i nd to fixed a date to go back to gv it to my asst manager to approve..
for the approve i nd to wait around a week..
then onli i can confirm whether im back tat time tat date..
hahaha..if i back sure i wil go eat dim sum n many many ipoh foods de..
cant find anything to fight wt ipoh foods here..

i break my shoes record..

in my whole life since i was born..
this is the 1st time i buy tat expensive of shoes for myself..
even my parent i think they din bought tat b4 for me..
i bought a nike shoes..
guess wats the price..
is $119..in spore dollar..
in msia ringgit wil b around 260-270+++
last time the most expensive wil b my work shoes which is from bata de..
cz me rm50..
then then most expensive for kai kai shoes is from nose..
tat time i buy was doing promotion n after deduct was around rm35++
n tat time i wasnt working..tats the pocket money i save out..
now i buy a hundred over shoes..reli 1st time buy so expensive thing to myself..
hemm..i noe for sum other ppl..this isnt muc to buy a shoes..
but i reli wont spend tat muc one sumthing...
n as long as is good enough to wear n use..
tat wil b..i wont go for the expensive one..
the money i earn not tat easy so i wont spend tat muc..
hemm..i wil take this sport shoes i bought as a present for myself as i work hard for so long..
n oso as an encouragement for me to exercise..hahaha

trainning...

i enter a running competition tat organize by my company..
every year they hv this event..
now is training, the real one wil b on august or sept..
on my 1st day of training which is on 9th of may..
tat day after work, i prepare n then i went to coach bay..
b4 tat i went to meet ivan..after tat i was so hungry i went to canteen n take some fruits..
then i went up to koufu n buy a mineral water..
then i went to the bus..
roland said he wil go wt me..
but i cant see him thr..so i sat alone in the bus..
no longer i saw he came out wt carrying 100plus n some other ppl form behind with water..
then he sat behind me..
i tot he fong fei kei..hehe..
then mimi's name was mention so i called mimi see whether she join us..
but cant get her..
after reach to the stadium..
i went down n we nd to go across the big drain n a veli dangerous ground b4 the drain..
luckily sum1 help me go across it..
then when the training start..
cz i bring along a small bag to keep my hp n sumthings else..
i ask roland to keep for me..
then we start to train wit some warm up..
then train us the basic step..
after tat the trainer ask us to pratice it..
the second time i run, i fall down le..=.="
i hurt my right leg..but not veli serious..
some wound at the knee, leg n at the ankle..
then i felt so paiseh paiseh le..=.="
roland saw it n he come n see whethere is serious to me anot..
he ask me to wash the wound then see hw..
after i washed it..it look abit red red de..
he hand me a can of 100plus..
then i jz sit thr lo..
haha..tat day the training i onli run one n a half time onli..
wat the worst is roland told this the nxt morning during briefing..=.="
so so so paiseh..
but he do said i run quite fast la..

make me cry

cont from the last post..
the barman tat going to leave the restaurant,
he saw i was so so sad..
he ask me wat happened to me..
why im so sad..
anythings he could do for me..
n the way he tell me was li..
if any1 bully me..
he n ivan wil stand up n stand in front me n protect me..
so i was lik so gam tung..
is lik sum1 coming to protect n care me..
tat time i was going in to the kitchen to make the coffee for the guests..
i told him to stop so i would cry..
but tat man ..
he din stop n cont say le..
n at last i drop a few tears..
a kitchen man saw i cry le..
omg...
however i feel better after tat..
hemm..
1st time i work i cry at work place le..

sad sad sad

reli sad in this few days..disappointed..
1st of all..
i got a captain called ivan ng,
he is going to leave the hotel in june lik tat..
he is a veli good captain n im more close to him then my buddy..
he is going back msia..
he is lik a big kor kor to me..teach me alot n remind wat should do n not..
after tat, sum incident happened at my restaurant make me so disappointed..
the stroy is lik tat..
we hv to gv a guest a comment card..
n if we gv a comment card..
sure we wan a good comment to us n not the bad..
to get a good one we nd to gv good service n go extra mile..
nd to gv a lot effort on doing it..
n if the guest wan write our name on it anot is all depend on them..
whether we gv a good service or not..
n this happened to me..i got two comment card tat one of it got my name n the other don hv..
so i keep it near to the station i work wt two check wt it..
i finished work at 10pm..
then i went to basement onli realise i hvn pass the comment cards n the checks to the cashier..
so i went back to the restaurant..
when i back to the station the cards n the check were not thr..
so i went to the cashier ask whether he received it anot..
he said he got the check..
so i check the box where we put the comment cards..
i found one of the card onli which is the one without my name..
so i went back to the station to check mayb they left one when they pass to the cashier..
i check everyplace tat possible but stil cant get the card..
then i ask the asst manager whether she received it..
she din..so in half an hour the cards gone..
this doesnt happened 1st time but not on me..
then i reli reli disappointed with wat ppl in the restaurant did..
hemm..
then the next day i was so so so so so moody..
i cant smile or anythings..
then at the end i find my manager n told him the incident..
this make unmotivated to do any comment cards or even more service..
n actually this doesnt happened the 1st time..
i feel sumthing should b done wt it..
at nite the manager ik so care me ask whether is there any1 bully me tat day..
hemm tat doesnt cure me alot..
reli disappoint with the ppl..
if they use the correct way to do it..
which the good competition..
i can get my name on the cards so do them..
is the matter whether u wan to do or not...
tats the rite way n not the other one..
after tat one more things happened was..
another fren is going to leave the restaurant oso..
he is a fren to ivanthe captain..
he oso work thr as a barman..
reli reli sad..every1 is leaving..

in this few weeks

on 30th april,i went to jb wt cheng on tat day..
woh..i bought so many things tat day..
i bought 7shirts 1work shoes then many many things until i forget oledi le..
hemm..
after i back i recieved a call from a ex-chef from oscar..
then i in the 1st few days..i don feel lik wan to work..
i hv to wake up early in the morning..
n is been long time i din work morning le..
then next day of 1st of may..
i n cheng went to tao payoh to eat dim sum..
hemm quite ok ba..
but i still miss the siu mai..
hahaha..
then on 3rd of may..
the biggest prob out le..
i work at 7am to 3pm..
n i wake up on tat day at 7am..
=.=' im late..
wat can i do..called back tell them im late..
i received at work at 9am..
judion so angry le..
cz tat day was so bz bz..n tat day the captain n the other waiter mc..so left me n him..n im late..=.="
he a person hv to do everything in this 2hours..
but later on he come back to normal ..
hem...