Sunday, September 28, 2008

tiring

due to the F1 tat hv at singapore..
n our hotel is one of those hotels included in this event..
cz of this event, the whole hotel is so bz..
many of the star star level ppl to our hotel..
out timing of working oso been prolong..
my stiff is so different everyday..=.=
the most horrible, i was arranged work morning where i most scare of..
scare of cant wake up in the morning..
=.=" coming this week oso nd to work morning for 3days..
back to the F1 event..
many change been done..
there's two plasma tv at our restaurant,..
the timing of dining oso change abit..
which make us so rush to turn over..
during nite time, at terrace so noise of the racing sound..
then the bus i take to work oso been affected..
going to work is ok..but going back got to find another way of it..
sometime after arrange the schedule, but u may stay for a couple of hours..
summore lik tat day i work nite, wait for transport oso nd wait so long,
cz got alot of ppl take transport..
hemm..the 1st time take transport nd 1 n a half hour to reach home..

Monday, September 22, 2008

him

the topic still on him..
when will this end??
is this mean i still love him??
n how could this be??
after all the unreasonable attitude he make..
hemm..tat day saw him, when i came out from the ladies at hotel..
the 1st time he grin to me after this long time..
could see is so false..being force to.. not sincere..
hemm..even thought this is better then before this..
better then cant each even is thr...lik invisible..
wonder why?
im i tat stupid or wat?
tats so many ppl interested into me..
but i hv alwis choosen sum1 tat cant treat back as how i did..
i wonder is him the one..
hw's the future wil b..
wil it b better or worst..
hemm~~~~~~~

last mon-15/9

on 15th of sept..
the 1st time i went to banquet to help up..
i got to dress up lobby loungh clothes..
which is top in white n skirt in black..
so unlike me..but nvm la..i jz work casual labour onli..
not everyday got to wear lik tat then ok lo..
actually is banquet they hv a chinese function.
so they nd summore ppl to help n they oso got wedding dinner the same day..
desmond went to iz see who could do the casual labour..
as i din work on mon n tue as well..
y not earn sum le..(recently not enuff $$,hahaha)
i start work from 5pm to 9pm..
but i went out early to lil indian to buy sumthing n on9..
cz if i on9 at home she wil nag alot..
working thr actually is quite nice..
all i nd to do is serving onli..
william from oscar's oso thr tat nite to help..
alex n the chinese main chef oso thr..
we all reli hving fun tat nite..^^
no wonli i realise tat on the same orietation wt the desmond actually is the banquet's director..lol
yea tats another guy from banquet tat i don lik..
cz he alwis taught he is so ying..=.=
he said this"how come oscar's ppl is here??"
i was lik" how come oscar's ppl cant b here??"
anyway..everything was jz great the whole nite..
miss chinese restaurant..miss the smell..keke..

Sunday, September 14, 2008

hateness

hemm..is veli obvious tat he is avoiding me..
doesnt welcome me in his life..
but rite now it reli doenst matter me anymore..
if he wan to cont lik tat..
i cant fixed it if he wanted to cont it..
anyhow i start to lik the stiff without him..
i wont feel stress or i don hv to pretend..
the heart feel sumthing tat i cant descride it..
is not pain or anger..sumthing else..
when im on the way to work today..
i came across a few bus stop..
this feeling came back..
the scare n heart jump fast..
the last time i experinced this is when i saw him early in the morning same bus wit me..
but now he wasnt thr..
but i scare if who's noe mayb we reli in the same bus again..
wat should i do..
after pass the bus stop tat possiblity to meet him..
n he wasnt in..
i feel muc better..
hemm..this idiot..i stil don und wat i hv did tat make him lik tat..

Sunday, September 7, 2008

elbert

a senior where i work wt..
tats elbert..hemm..
sumtime he said he doesnt care or tease u..
but in his heart tat doesnt real..
he jz playing n making fun..
he stil care n love..
tats make him so cute..
he might blame but he stil wil done his job as well as he could..
is a capable, willing to teach the newbie..
knowledgable tat reli impress me..
the patient during guiding the rite way is one of wat i admire..
the words he use to calm one's heart do make u drop tears..
the voice he hv to sing any songs, cant descride by words..
so soft,touchy n gentle is it..
is one of those guys voice i admire during singing..
after ivan gone back to msia..
he is the one i wil mostly head to when problem come..
he may alwis tease or gv negative mind..
but behind of it is he scare things comes wrong to me..
when u nd him he wil b thr..
when im alone he wil get me along wt the activities..
may said he is a kepo n might split thing around..
but tats oso cz he care then onli he wil kepo..
outside may look lik a big boy lik fooling around..
when things come he do hv the maturity..
he do make a plan n think wisely..
im glab i hv him beside after ivan gone..
sum1 lik a brother tat can take care n protect if any1 bully or hurt..
the most touchy sentence he ever said tat i might not erase from my brain..
" even my post isnt high but could said im most senior here,if any1 bully or being not fair to u,let me noe,i wil be thr to help cz i und wat u feel"
tats the elbert i noe..

Saturday, September 6, 2008

joybook benq

at last i got my own laptop..
i bought it at $1488..
feel abit expensive but i lik it alot..
any hw im hving difficulty to use..
as it is using the vista proggrame..
haha..cant believe after bought it..
i tot i could hv more time at home n use it..
listen songs(my motive of buying laptop)..
but donnoe hw to connect to internet as im using the wireless..
=.="
hemm..but nvm..jz nd abit of time to learn it..
then i wil hv a great time of it..
nth is impossible for me..
wakakaka

Thursday, September 4, 2008

hyper bz

reli too bz til i din hv a chance to write a blog recently..
hemm from where should i start wit??
ok ok..as wat my memory remember is,,,
on thur last week of august.,i work morning then at nite i went out wt sum1 til late..
then the nxt morning on fri i work split stif..
mean from 7am i work til 2pm then break i go to pc fair walk walk then back to work at 530pm til 8pm..
the nxt day i go for my run competition between the hotels..
i woke up at 6am cz nd to reach there at 830am..
then after the competition i went to suntec back to go for the pc fair..
as i plan to buy a laptop this time..
i met up wt patrick n bang..
around 830pm lik tat we all went home..
then on sun morning i got to wake up at 530am to go for the amway's charity from 830am til 2pm..
then i got to rush to work at 3 but i told them tat i won be on time so i reach at work at 4pm..
i work til 12midnite..=.="
the nxt morning on monday i work morning which mean 7am til 3pm..
after work i stil nd to met up wt cheng til 10pm lik..
wow~~i reli donnoe hw i cross those days..
at last come to tues n wed where i got rest..
one whole day i stay at home on tues cz too tired to go out anymore..
then i promised to work casual labour on wed to help up as per elbert..
then i went to work morning after tat i get sum time to met ivan's wife, angelin to discuss sumthing..
after tat i went back to hotel n take bath cz later wnet out wt chay ting, voen, iz,and...
after everything get redi.me n chay ting went for dinner n wait for iz to finish work..
then together we go dbl o( a pub),when it close we went to voen's home to stay awhile to wait morning as chay ting is quite drunk..
haha..around 9morning onli i wake up thr n went home..
n i take a nap awhile n now sitiing here typing my blogger..
imagine hw damn full my appointment is..
tonite cheng ask to meet again..
we r going to sing k..=.="