wana find sumthing!!

i think there is sumthing lost in my world now!!
sumthing is missing..
wat i lost n i need to find it back..
is it the time??
is it the work??
is it a person??
im not reli sure rite now!!
but most important tat is..
im damn boring at home now..
cz im jobless now!!
so to settle tat..
i got to get a job..
yea for the information..
im not going to genting anyway..
cz after 2weeks as they ask me to wait..
they din even inform , call , or anything letting me noe..
so mostly they don wan me le..
is ok de..nvm..i wont die de!!
but jz feel soli 2 a fren..
as she tot we r going to work there together..
n wat she did is she apply do her training there too..
oo so i hope she wont b upsad bout it..
soli..alot of soli to u le..(u noe who u r)
then i need to find a job as im not going up to the mountain..
wat am i looking oso not reli sure actually!!
but mostly of cz sumthing tat wt high paid..
then im interested in it too..
im quite of boring working as promoter le..
looking sumthing different..
mayb promoter oso can but other things..
mayb a clothes promoter..
so when i buy new clothes there is a staff price!!
hehe..y not?? is oso a good idea!!
so do a fren tell me a farmasi got a place..
but i stil hvn get any info bout it!!
n im still wondering where should i go..
no nd to worry bout the transport..
sumthing im interested..
where can meet alot of ppl de..
is there any job tat is lik tat??
haha..yea mayb got..but i hv to look for it..
sum where is hidden!!
i reli hope tat i can learn new things wt my new job!!
summore im feeling abit lonely..
cz i hv too muc time at home nowadays..
haha..reli boring..nth to do..
walk in walk out..eat sleep..
kacau there kacau here..kacau every1..
should i find a person..
a person to keep me away from loneliness..
where is this person??
feel wana sum1 to care alot..
not a kind of fren's care..sumthing else..
sumtime i do quite miss my ex..haha!!
wat happen to me?? =.="
mayb its not the time yet..
im not meeting the rite person..
so i hope the rite person wil soon appear in front of me..
but i still hope the one is him..
this few days im thinking back of him(not my ex la!!)
thinking back our past..wat happened between us..
imagine if tat time we were together..
hw could it b?? wat would it now??
is he stil my mr.right??
oo!! i hv too muc time to think this things le..
thinking sumthing wont turn back!!
thinking useless things..
better fast fast get a job le..
hehe...^^..then wont think so muc lo!!