wat should i feel rite now !!

i reli don noe wat should i feel rite now!!
hapi or not!!
many things happened to me recently
expecially in this week!!
so so muc..making me so tired!!
as i said in my last blog..
i get virus..n i tot it was over after i settled it..
onli i think is settled but the real fact ..
tats not wat working on..
after the nite of the settling virus(actually not)
the nxt day i went to parade wt my best fren n my kei sai lou..
then things go on lik normal n hapily..
but once im back!!
OMG!!i cant open any website la..
is include frenster,, email,, n oso my blog !!!!
i mean all website but luckily i stil can on9 4 msn..
then i start to get ppl to help me..
at 1st im reli reli blur wat to do at this virus as i tot i settled it jor that nite..
aiyo..actually i did nth at all tat nite..
aiya!!
i was so so damn scare tat time..cz i make my pc lik tat jor!!
haiz..
n wats the most important is tat my parent hvn noe bout it yet!!
i cant imagine if this let them noe jor wat would happen to me!!
then im looking around to get more n more help!!
sum tell me tat i need to turn on my anitivirus n buy an antivirus programme..
a new antivirus programme to install to my pc..
sum told me tat i need to reformat my pc again..
oh no!!cant reformat my pc..if not sure my parent wil noe it!!
while i get the help..i get alot of info in this matter jor!!
then i decided to go parade on thurs again to buy tat cd!!
hoping he wil join me..but he cant..
cz he was so bz tat day..
is ok..but reli make me angry him tat is ..
he sent me a mandarin msg telling me he was not free.
luckily i noe a few words n can guess wat actually he try to say!!
i told him b4 tat i cant reli read mandarin n he stil sending it too me!!
argh!! hate him..
after i bought tat cd..
i went hv a walk myself alone at parade!!
don noe y..jz don feel wana back so fast..
reli cant stand anymore then i went home..
haha..tell a secret..tat day i din eat whole day!!
reach home jor..then i try to install it lo..
damn it!!
take me so so so long time to install..
at last it was hang there!!
wat can i say n do??
nth then re do all again!!
i was so so sleepy tat day!!
feeling so lazy to do this all..
then after tat..at nite a fren of mine thought me hw to use internet to scan the virus!!
haha cz when i try to install tat antivirus tat evening..
after tat i can open the website jor..
but i noe i stil need to install tat antivirus again..
so tat this wont happened again..
i was so hapi..atlast i can open sum website jor!!
haha..but the antivirus now is gving me trouble
cant install..don noe y!!
now still trying many ways to install it..
hopefully i can do it la..
cz if not..
my fren said hv to reformat it..
don wan la to format it!!
cz cz..don feel wana reformat it..
haha..^^
anywhere..my gor wil b back on 31st of august..
he promised wil out meet meet me..
don noe he stil remember it anot..
or do he hv time to come out!!
if he's bz not free to come out oso nvm de..
cz i understand tat my gor alwiz veli bz de..
i work on 31st of august..
helping my fren as she is not healthy tat day..
after work back reli tired..
jz feel wana sleep le..
but i hvn settle my pc yet..
so hv to make myself do it oso..
abit headache jor..mayb cz recently not enough sleep..
anyway i think i will settle my pc soon..
from this inccident..
i get to noe who reli care me n who's not!!
who is reli my fren n who's not!!
who i can depend on n who's not!!
who r the frens indeep trying to help!!
anyway this is jz a way to noe who is treating me as a fren..
BTW every1 outside there..
u all stil my fren..
the onli matter is..
whether u r my zhi mui??
whether u r my greatest fren??
whether u r my best fren??
whether u r my soul mate??
whether u r my trustworty fren??
whether u r my normal fren??
whether u r my fren??
whether u r sum jz pass by onli??
or watever u r!!
there is a status in my heart..
lastly thanks for being my frenz n the care u guys n gals gave!!

lucky or unlucky

i don noe whether this is count as lucky or not..
as i get tmnet streamyx 4 on9 almost more then a month..
but now onli i get it..
wat i get ??
nth then this terrible things...>>>>>>>> "VIRUS"
hw i get it?? haha..
a fren of mine in msn...sent me a website..
so i click on it..n wat i get is virus le!!!!
OOoo..
then reli don noe wat to do le!!
reli blur tat time..
then try to get help lo..
as i don reli good in comp de..
haiz..lucky my fren can help me..
actually the same person (who sent me the virus n help me to solve it)
then try to get the prob lo..
actually is related to y i can get the virus is..
i turn the antivirus off jor..
last time i din hv on9 service in my home..
so i turn it off..
but later after i get tat service jor..
i forget jor to turn it on back..
aiyo..actually is oso my wrong!!
then after turn it on back..
then reinstall back it, the antivirus!!
summore b4 the reinstallment hv to scan the files 1st..
waste alot of time there..
haiz..
atlast finished all at 1.11am ..
including the reistallment..
today reli many things happened to me la..
1st im feeling not well (headache , feeling lik vomit, ..)
morning nth de..but later its come..
then the virus!!
anyway everythings settled jor..
n im felling better..
n once again i wana thanks my fren here 4 helping me to solve the prob..

he say tat..hw le??

today jz lik same..
i on9..hehe..actually i on9 everyday ga la..
haha..^^
he find me..everytime he on9 wil find me chat de..
i do meet him b4 de..
then..lik usual lo we chat..
but today..
he say sumthing reli make me confuse..
don noe hw i should do le..
he say he miss me..
veli veli mis me de..
then if not bcz i live veli far..
one at east one at west..
too far le..
but i don noe whether he is serious of this..
he say if not bcz of distance..
he think he wil fall in..
is he serious??
he scare he wil hurt me tats why he din act..
haiz..erm..
if reli i think i wil..
erm..don noe le..
so complicated now..
confuse wat should i do..

a day jz pass by..

today i wake up early in the morning..
long time din wake up so early jor le....
cz now no need work le..staying at home onli..
n today i wake up so early cz i need to go out today..
for all this long i din go out home since i back from genting 4 interview..
n today im going out..
helping my fren to get the books he wana..
i was thinking mayb hv a walk after helping my fren..
so after i get ready to go out..
the sky stil shine veli bright..
n im lazy to bring along my umbrella..
so i jz went out lik tat..
i cant get a bus..n im going to late!!
atlast i successfully get into a bus le..
omg..again everytime whenever im in hurry the bus driver wil waste a lot of time..
haiz... -.- ""
then he(my fren)pho me!!i think he hv arrived le...
we promised to meet at 1pm..but when he called tat time was 1230noon..
oo my!! he hv to wait me le..
feel reli soli bout it..
then almost near town the sky started to turn..
turn to rainny day!!
n i din bring along my umbrella wt me!!
it is reli not a suitable day 4 me to go out today..
or may is gving me a hint tat i should onli stay home le??
usually at home sun shine but once i go out is raining..
then at last i arrived jor le..
he oledi waiting me there..reli soili bout it..
got to wait me..haiz!!
then i call my kei sai lou!! asked him to come out the main door or the college..
then go in gv deposit to borrow books..
then go to library lo..
this is the 1st time i saw my kei sai lou la.. after he bcome my little bro!!
haha..he reli cute de..shy shy de!!seldom talk wt me!!
then he, my fren started to search the books he wana borrow..
mean while i chat chat wt my sai lou lo!!haha..abit shy le him..
then after finish then we go lo..
my fren 400pm got thing to do ..got meeting..
so he got to go le..
left me alone nth to do..then go back lo..
don wan alone go walk walk le..
boring better go home..my sai lou stay at college..then don wan bother him lo!!
on the way back(at the bus) he msg me..tat time stil raining..
telling me tat he gone home jor..
once i arrived home let him noe..
then when i arrived i reply him..
then i feel quite sleepy..
so go n take a nap le..
i seldom take nap in the evening de..
once i wake up is hard 4 me to get back to sleep de..
around 6 lik tat i wake up jor..
haha.. cz hungry jor!!
no1 choi me..
telling mum im hungry..she lik nth de..
then i cook maggie mee lo..
hehe..after eat jor onli my mum wana started to cook..
gei sei ngau la!!
then on9 n on9 lo..
suddenly feel lonely le..
this feeling followed me since im in the bus coming home nvr stop..
then looking around see is there any1 to chat wt!!
i found not muc..
even i got 100++ email but onli afew onli(10++) but not every1 i could talk wt!!
n summore i scare i disturd ppl le..
every1 got sumthing to do except me..
reli reli boring at home..
now i could realise hw tek seng's feeling during tat time le!!
haiz..jz hanging around..wondering around..thinking n dreaming..
started to think who am i??
who am i to my frenz??
isit im annoying??y there's no1 bother hw i feel le??
reli blue n down..
then i look for many ppl to chat..
my sai lou on9...
looking him to chat..
then my frenz joined the conversation..
b4 tat i hv talk wt him jor alot..
sumthing personal..all the advises he gv cant help muc..
but stil thankful wt all the time he spent to listen all my mumble n crazy words!!
after the conversation wt my sai lou n him..
im started to feel better..
im lucky tat i stil hv sum frenz bside me..
n my lovely sai lou..
n my kei gor..even he seldom look 4 me 2 chat.
i noe he's not free..he got many things to settle up..
expecially my kei sai lou..
he reli a nice, sweet, gentleman,...cute of cz...
after tat..i started feel sleepy le..around 1 sumthing..
oso i end the conversation wt my sai lou..
n when to sleep..tat nite i feel tat im im so in lucky to hv two bro..
one is the elder n the other is the younger one..
haha..actually i've been looking 4 a ah gor n sai lou 4 long time..
ah gor is to bear on..
sai lou is to cheer my life..
sound abit selfish here!! am i??
im not greedy..each got one is enough..
n im not simply get a ah gor or sai lou..
tats y i look so long onli found them!!

good month..

in this month u can see i alwiz post good news de..
better then last month..haha..good good..
today is another nice day..haha..
today i din eat breakfast n lunch too..
haha..veli geng today..haha..hehe..
then the most important part is tat i learn driving today..
hehe..the 1st time i drive
my dad teach me drive at the garden..haha..
learn driving..
quite tough but interesting..
then back home..
on9 lo..ah gor find me chat chat..
hehe..my ah gor long time din find me chat chat le..
he now at malacca study mmu..
good guy..n smart de..caring de..
anyway..my ah gor is the best de la..
cute oso..n many many more la..
actually he is not my real ah gor..
is kei gor la..^^
long time din see him le..almost 2 or 3 years le..
alwiz call him out he not free de..or when find him on9 chat..
he not free de..cant chat long..sumtime i scare i disturb him oso..
so seldom find him de..but today different oo..
he come find me chat chat..we hv been long time din talk talk..
somemore we hv a long conversation..
reli hapi..summore i today chat wt a new fren i noe a few days ago..
reli hapi lo..hehe..n another good news is my ah gor is coming back soon le..
he promise to come out de..cant wait to meet him le..mizzz him so so much la..
but nvm la...as long as i can meet my gor then wait oso nvm la..

hapi hapi day

today early in the morning i went to my fren's house..
taking van to genting togather..
the driver stop at one of the toll rest stations..
the guy sat behind me wana go out to take a smoke..
i notice his quite familiar..
then i think n think again..
at last i remember who he is..
a person tat i hv not been seen 4 around 7years..
a person im not interested to noe or nvr think of wil meet him again..
b4 tat heard alot of his bad things in school..
this guy i oso noe his younger bro..
i noe his younger bro better then him..so do his younger bro..
talking bout this guy but din mention his name..
he is chun ming..from anderson..
i noe he is working there at the moment..
but din expect tat wil see him..
then i confirm him whether is him anot..n truely is him..
then along the way me n my fren chit chat & sleep..
hehe..arrived batang kali there..
the driver make a stop at the restaurant..
so all went to take their branch..
he came ask us whether we noe where is the hr location..
of cz i noe la..
i hv been there working la..haha..
but is kind he did tat..but it seen tat he won do tat in his life as i noe..
b4 we arrived both of us exchange our number..
n when arrived at genting resort,i was wondering which way should i take to hr..
he came n ask me whether i noe the way..
n he offer me to bring us there..
actually i noe the way..
but he was so willing to help i shouldnt turn him down..
so he bring us there..then he went back to his hostel..1st world..
n me n my fren took a form n fill in the information..
then we wait n wait..n here come our name hav been call out..
we were ask to measure the height..as we applied to b GSA (guest service assitance)
cz im not tall enough..so cant b.. ~~don laugh oo~~
interview b cashier lo..
main cage cashier.. work inside casino..
so ask bout the informations of cashier ( f&b , casino ) & coupier..
cz i got many fren work there as coupier de..
then i ask many many things de..haha..
then suddenly she say.."don worry i will interview u later"
so i go back outside n wait n wait again..
at last they call me in..
reli informal my interview..din ask to intro myself or formal way interview..
straightly she ask bout the job i wana apply..
then cashier lo..is either f&b cashier or casino cashier
so ask ask all decided f&b ba..non smoking area ma..
it was lik a conversation not an interview..
haha..enjoy tat interview actually..
so they told me tat i hv to wait for 2weeks to check me record as im the ex-staff..
summore i onli can work back there after 6months of my resign date..
tats mean in oct onli i can get back there workk..
asking me back in oct to work?? tats mean ask me not to work..
onli 2months working there..work 4 wat wor??
then i came out n wait my fren who interview inside
then she came out oos say she is not suitable to b GSA too..
so she oso change to b cashier too..
n now we stil need to wait as the form pass to another gal..
then at 130 tehy say go break..
then me n my fren go round round genting lo..
then at 215 i go back there..n stil wait n wait..
at last i stand le..
i go talk wt a man there telling him the things..
atlast her was called..she got the job..but hv to wait til oct..sad.
then another lady came..asking questions..
onli i noe tat if i was temporary is another case if i was permenant then if oso another case
if im temporary, jz wait 3months..
but if permenant then is 6months..
n tats mean if after 2 weeks they confirm me..
i don hv to wait til oct to start workk..
oo..so so hapi..
but then my fren is main cage cashier..
me f&b cashier..
so i take i chance to talk wt her again..
n wat i get is..
tats wat she put me in..as main cage cashier..
oo..more more hapi im..
then back at 5 lik tat wt cable car..
then my dad wait me at the hill there..
haha..so so so hapi oo me..
haha long story i wrote..pai xie..

leaving soon..

i leaving ipoh soon le..
going where?? as i wrote in my blog b4..
im going to genting le..
this sat wil go wt my fren to genting interview..
then if no prob wil b going back there on nxt wed!!
to start work..
at 1st reli exciting to go de..
but now abit different le..
i noe is normal to hv tat kind of feeling de..
this days hv many things to settle up..
lik last fri..i went to syuen for a road show..
organised by mca n segi uni..
they r doing a programme for appeal student..
bout sum courses..
i went there wt a fren of mine..
after they described it..
find it interesting..
i wil sign up the programme..
so nxt year wil go segi there study le..
at kl ba if not mistaken..
so this few days bz bz wt study things n plans going to genting..
i stil work ar..hehe..until end of this week tats mean fri or thurs..
my last day..
today i go sing sing wt cheng n kee..
at ebox..hehe
at there we met our old schoolmate~vivien cheng..
haha..many things happened..
no longer i won on9 offen n write blog tat muc le..

i hope i can go but cant..

today got summerlive concert at ipoh padang besar..
i wish i can go...
but..i cant..
cz many many prob le..
no transport..
tomolo got to work!!
too late, parent don lik..
haiz..
veli sad ar..
my fenz all go there jor..
onli me..
T.T...

tagged jor..

oo..im been tagged..

Here are the rules:

1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8facts/ habits::

-1- never try to bully or betray me..ur life wil get worst..cz im scorpion..

-2- im faithful..esp in lov n frenship..

-3- i hv my own opinion..cant force me do sumthing i don wan..

-4- im not veli smart or wise enough..sumtime quite blur blur de..

-5- im emotional person..

-6- im independent person..can go anywhere myself..even oversea..

-7- i wil tease ppl who weak then me but sumtime i do protect them oso la..

-8- i can cook quite well..hehe

mitchie ~ i got no frenz' blogger to tagged jor..hehe
cheng ~ the same reason..
hin leong ~ hehe pai xie..
khye chuan ~ no other ppl i can choose to tag
lip hon ~ hehe..my last ppl i onli hv to tag

bz bz bz..

even today i off..din work..but stil veli bz..
stil hv 2 wake up early..same lik usual i go to work tat time..
then back home oso around tat time..
actually off day oso din rest..
haiz..but nvm la..hehe..
noe y i so bz ma today ??
actually today i go 2a place veli far..
out of ipoh..wt my fren n her mum..
where?? is KAMPAR!!
why i go there?? to ask sum information of the utar!!
im thinking to enter utar at kampar..
or mmu at malacca..
this 2 place now is in my mind..
consider which to go for..
however this is not today's topic..
is saying y im bz bz..
early morning wake up..then take breakfast of cz..
hehe..mz take oo..
or wil pengsan!! haha!!
joking la won de..but no good if din take breakfast..
then take bus to ipoh main bus station..
then wit my fren n her mum..
we go to kampar..
along the way we chat n chat to pass the time..^^
then go tar college..hehe
then i find my best best fren there..
she is at the kitchen..got exam..
long long time din see her jor..
veli veli mizzzzzzzzzzz her oo...
then i go tar college's office to get info..
haha..veli pai xie..make mistake..
tot tar college n utar oso is under the same management de..
onli realise when arrive the office there..
haix..pai xie pai xie..
then after get some info..
go find another fren..a guy..
need to return him sumthing..
then go to utar..by taxi..don wan waste time ma..
but tat taxi driver uncle reli reli keras kepala punya orang..
tell him the way go utar..
he don believe..go another way..
at last he success arrived there..but tat place is the back door of utar..
cant get in through there de..
there they din provide visitor pass de..
so they say hv to follow the front gate..
the hv to around another round back to the actual place we show him..
n along the way he mumble n mumble..
reli mumble..saying tat roud should b the main gate..
haiz..uncle..ppl hv say tat the back door..
still wan to debate..haha..
then at last success to get in utar le..
reli a big place there..
but less ppl..not muc..
then after get details..understand jor..
then is time back le..
back wt bus again..
arrived at ipoh bus station near acs there around 5 lik tat..
then go in bercham to my fren's home..
back home..arrived at 7 lik usual i after work tat time arrived home..
so tats y i say off day lik no off de..
whole day bz do many things..
at last at home..
onli can settle down n get back to wat i do usually at home..
reli tired..

hapi day!!

today is reli a hapi day 4 me!!
y?? cz 1st even i need to go to work as usual..
actually i don wan work jor ma so normally ppl is not hapi when they need to do sumthing they don lik!!
but is ok 4 me today bcz she isnt working today..she off today..the another promoter there..
haha..no need see her today~a false person..
hwever she called her youngest bro who work there to as promoter but onli wil come on sat n sun..
to come over here jusco..
is ok..
he is not able to fight wt me..
won challenging me..
then i make a new fren there!!
a foreign tourism man..
this year is 27years old..
he learn mandarin during he studies at uni..
so we talk in mandarin n eng too..
mix mix..haha..then 2day reli many things happened la..
haha..^^

at last, finally..

haha..
this is a brand new month..
wishing great n better month wil b..
haha..at last, my fren has agree to go there wt me..
where?? har!! IS GENTING !!!
i wil b going to genting soon..
why i go there??for vacation?? to visit my genting's frenz??
haha..evrything is wrong..
im going to genting to WORK!!
working there is so hapi then working at ipoh..
tats real..omg..
u can imagine hw upsad im in ipoh!!
as i tell every1 i regret coming back tat time..
i should stay there!!
actually any place oso better then ipoh..
y?? cz wat u can find outside there but u cant get it in ipoh..
wats tat?? u better think it urself le..
haha..i not sure if there any1 agree wt wat i think..
but in my mind..i don wan to stay in ipoh anymore..
i can go anyway, any place..even oversea..
but not ipoh..
if saying ipoh is gving me a bad memories then it wasnt reli truth actually..
even in genting i do hv bad memories..
but the only thing is tat ipoh is not suitable 4 me..
is not the world i prefer to live in..
anyway watever wil happen in ipoh..
im leaving it soon..
as soon as possible..the faster the better..
haha..im so hapi im going to genting!!
n my fren is going wt me!!
n oso ..
finally at last in my blog there is a hapi blog from me..
the past few blogs i wrote oso unhapi n anger de..
n now there is some different in it!!
however if i reli going to genting..
i wil not tat frequent on9 anymore..
but i promise once i back to ipoh 4 holiday..
u wil see me on9 24hours!!
except i sleep le, go out jor or..hehe..
don wan tell u!!
take care every1 of my frenz..