he called

tek seng called me
quite some time din heard his voice..
miss his voice..once listen to it, noe is him..
nth change to his voice..
he called cz he lazy sign in somemore..
as his msn keep on dc..
we talked about po po..
said wat happened..
hw po po treat him last time, wait him come back from work..
cook leong sui for him..
when he gone back to ipoh to study..
both cry le..
talk about his study..
he is hving exam soon..
got a chance to other country study but he din go..
the reason is his parent..
about his plan, his family, wat he wan..
soon his semester break dec if not wrong he wil come to sg le..
hemm...
talk about me..
about him..about the past..
about duration of sleeping he had..
haha..
din cry this time but miss him so so muc..

my room

yesterday i went to view my room..
im going to share my room wt sum1..
anyway beter then nth..
cz at 1st found a room at whampoa thru agent..
suddenly the agent din ans my pho..
everything was fine b4..==
then one of my fren said the place he staying now..
got a gal looking for sum1 to share..
the owner oso ok de..
it is at ang mo kio..
the room quite small..
no heater but can boil water..
hemmm..
my life wil restart once move out..
hope good thing happen after tat..
then i went home n on9..
i feel lik kind of fall a sick again..
lik fever..
shit! i keep on sick recently..
then this morning go out tot buy some big big boxes to pack..
but cant find..use money to buy oso cannot get..
haiz..
then headache seem get worst..
so decide to go home..
reach home on9 n pack my things..
hving difficulty to pack..
so many things to pack..
but no space n boxes..
plan to move in on sun..
tats y nd to pack things out le..
hope could successfully pack..
my fren said this is all bcz i shop alot so now many things to pack..
hemm
or i wil throw watever is useless..
==

mountain of trouble..

things seem nvr get settle..
one by one deal..
one by one rinse..
==
so boring n tired thinking alot this..
now i got prob wt the senior hostess..
she said i make her lik stupid..
nvr inform her anything..
when she sms me ==...
donnoe tomolo got wat to heard le..
but she seem lik reli reli angry this time..
donnoe hw le tomolo when go to work..
i still nd to work same stiff wt her summore..
haiz..
i jz settled my room..
now this happened..
my headache getting worst..
is like 24 hours pain..
any1 can help me???

discussion

i plan to go back ipoh nxt week for leave..
but i din inform the hostess's team..
so the person manage the roster not feeling hapi it..
== is lik a big deal i go for leave..
got to infrom every1 n ask every1..
but i told peter about it le..
beside tat, i tell him about my feeling..
hw i feel lik working in hostess..
i kind of droping now..
as every1 notice tat..
i cant do well in hostess..
as some of the captain said as well..
im more confident in floor then at hostess..
but i feel kind of escape if now i go back floor..
is lik i fail hostess so i go back floor..
then mean i forever fail in hostess.
i do ask the senior in hostess..
she did said i kind of blur sumtime but over all i still ok de..
n me myself i do realise it..
so peter said he will try to see how to arrange..
he wil discuss wit iz see whether can put me back to floor..
he did gv me sum advise as well..
==..
after telling him all this, kind of feel free le...
petter do ask me is lik sumthing bothering me..
isnt it about personal lik love or wat..
my ans was both personal n work..
everything mess up..
n my dear manager he was considerate..
he use a better tune n advise for me..

31st oct

as my fren u should this date mean alot..
shouldnt forget it..
haha..
in western country this a halloween day..
n for me it is a big day for me..
is my bday..^^
i was duty to work on tat day..
summore is spilt stiff..==
from morning til nite..
in the middle break 5 hours..
so at the morning, some of my collegues oledi wish me..
then, during break time..i hv lunch wt geo..
then i went to meet voen n chay at a pub near by..
sean joined us later..
haha..tat voen n chay said go washroom..
but earlier they oledi prepare a cake for me..
n chay specially get a chocolate mouse cake for as im crazy chocolate lover...
wow~~ i was so full man..
then we sat n chat laugh..
i go back to work..
then voen n her younger bro celebrate his bday in oscar..
then i meet voen after work n go cineleisure n meet up wt sean..
geo joined us as well..
then chay came later as she went back to bought for family..
tat nite reli hv fun..
i love u guys...muacksss.. ^^
kah yee was the 1st one to wish me on 30th
then follow by kiasu elbert(actually he mistake the date)==
then geo on 31st 12midnite...
follow by reeve,voen,my sis, my sai lo,mum,and ....
ivan who yum cah wt me 30th donnoe my bday..haha..
but at last sure elbert tell him about it..
so ivan called to wish me on 1st..
even is late but better then nth..

joe teng

joe is a guy tat love so muc..
o might not hv this feeling the second chance..
but i nvr regret fall in love to him..
is worth it to me..
i saw him on9 one nite..
i go n hv a talk wt him..
we start wt sum joke..
then suddenly start to go to serious ques..
i said he dissapoint many ppl..
tot jz fool him abit..
donnoe why suddenly tell all the thing..
all about the past..
hw things happened..
how muc i love him tat time..
wat i crossed tat time..
how sad i am..
how he treat n change me..
all this things was out..
i tot i scare him..
i told my sis tat i tell him this..
she afaird we cant be fren anymore after i told him this..
anyway we still keep as good fren..
we stil start joking around..
haha..
i ask who am i to him..
wat kind of gal am i to him..
he keep on saying im good gal..
even his bro oso said tat im good n nice gal..
he even ask me is he tat good or worth for me to love him..
i cant imagine i told him tat..
for me u are great enuff for me to fall in..
in this world tats no prefect person..
but hw imperfect he is..
to me he is worth to stay beside..
wow~~ i said tat out from myself..
haha..sound lik im so brave le..
after telling him this all..
i do ask him whether we stil good fren..
he told me tat we r forever ever..
he felt so soli n guitly...
ask him not to as i nvr regret to noe him..
as he bring to another of life..who change me to a better person..
i jz wish i couold see the same old him with full of spirit, energy n dreams..
^^ kind of feel flying aorund..
abit of release..