sick

tis time i reli sick..
i reli flu from the morning til i finished work..
then i visit the doctor..
i took mc on thurs..
n i was at home the whole thurs..
early in the morning i wake up ..
gu jie oledi told me tat don let my neice come near me as she alwis easily get sick..
then is ok..b4 tat nite, i bought some food tat i wish to eat during i sick..
grandma ask me alot of questions..
tats reli irritating..
after my neice back, she came to the room to come close me..
where i was playing the pc..
grandma was li to shock n so fast she close me inside the room n ask her stay away from me..
as lik im the alian in this world..
walau don hv to do so even im sick rite??
ok,, then when my nephew back, he actually wanted to use the pc but he din dare to tell me..
anyhw i was finish n plan to return it to him,,
grand ma ask me whether im finish so tat he could use..
the reason so he wont stay late n open the lamp til she cant sleep..
walau, it seem lik im the fault..
dinner time she even cook the fried food..
i was so damn angry her tat day,
im sick n she still cook this kind of food..
i feel lik wanted to move as soon as possible..
after tat sunny called me..
i talk wt him veli long,everything..
then i called ivan as he back to spore tat day..
n wil meet him on fri..
now i stil got abit of flu n cough..
but muc more better..
peter told me tat i nd more rest as i din reli concentrate on work currently..
i wish to sleep..
but this few nites, the maid who same room wt me,
talk to the pho so loud tat i cant sleep..
i got to roll n roll at the bed n reli reli tired onli can sleep..
=,="

he is going back msia

even he din talk wt me recently but i get many news about him from ppl surround..
he went back to msia on last fri if im not mistaken..
cz i work on wed i saw him.
thur i mc then fri i off..
but on fri i went back conrad i heard he is not working n start on leave le..
so might b on thur last day..
anyway, at 1st i feel abit of ngan sia tuck..
but later on i nth le..
tat day i yum cha wt sunny n other chef..
i felt hungry so me n chay ting went to ttc to take dinner..
after tat sunny come join us..
in our conversation, i get to noe tat eddie actually lik a gal but she leave oledi..
i believe i oso noe him as sunny oso might her..
if sunny n eddie oso noe her..then i should b see this gal b4..
anyhw i feel abit susprise tat the gal wasnt me..
hemm..everything in life is unexpected..
day by day gone..
i saw one of the pastry chef, he ask me whether wana go genting or kuantan at msia..
he mention himself, melvin, eddie, me and another gal chef..
i was lik isit alrite a floor staff go wt the kitchen chef??
if it happened last time sure i wil agree
but nowadays i feel lik kitchen n floor sumtime should hv a bit distance due to manager tat we going to face..
different manager..
but the other side wil b, we all r working for a same company hotel..
it doesnt different us from wat department we from..
hemm..all this out from my mind..
anyhw tats onli a talk,he oso hvn plan anything n decide when n location..
so jz leave aside 1st lo..

cant breathe

in this morning i nvr think of i wil see him in the bus..
as he was lik avoiding me recently..
hwever he was in the bus oso this morning wt me..
once i saw him i was lik cant breathe..
i donnoe y n my heart beat so so damn fast..
scare,headache,n many many more..
this feeling onli experince when i told tek seng i lik him at the phn..
now it comes again..=.=
then i was thinking mayb greet him morning or wat when walk down from the bus but..
he was walking so fast in another dirention..
so damn sad man tat time..
feel lik wana cry out but i hold on..
i din take any breakfast then i straightly go to oscar..
i get to noe su mc..
onli me alone tat hvn master things yet..
but i try my best oledi..
i damn slow tat i use 1 n half hours to do the food tags..
i din go for the break..
i stay until 1345 then onli i go for the break..
roland don even notice it..
this morning i reli don hv mood of working le..
i feel lik telling him tat i lik him..
or mayb jz said soli even i don noe whether i did sumthing wrong anot..
hemm but he stil donwan talking wt me..
tats reli hurt man..=.="
after tat..
i got training for the grooming at 330pm
after grooming class i went to 2nd floor..
as sunny ask me thr..
no longer i he oso go back to conrad..
as he work casual labour at pastry..
hemm.
even we meet thr oso din said anything..
is worse then a stranger now..

beatless

im working morning n yesterday was my off..
i went out wt cheng to amk..
we eat n shop abit=.="
(whenever we meet sure shop)
so we come to this shop where they sell bits..
i bought two hp chain..
one is for me n the other i wanted to gv it to eddie..
but sumhw i donnoe hw to present it to him..
n this morning i reli reli hope tat i will see him in the bus..
cz is been a week he work midnite..
but i din see him in the bus..
hwever he work morning so mayb tats mean yesterday was his off oso..
the 1st time i saw him thsi morning i was reli shock..
the 1st time oso i cant feel my heart beat..
reli shock n cant breath..
sound serious rite??
but tats wat reli happened..
anyway tats doesnt make any different..
we stil not talking to each n he's lik refuse to look or talk wt me..
if he keep on lik tat, hw am i going to present him tat hp chain..
i reli wonder y he change to this..

pastry chef

hehe..today is the 1st time i wear chef uniform..
the reason is i went to pastry to do casual labour..
hemm..n i went there to do casual labour cz eddie do casual labour as well..
tot could work wit him..
but he was duty at 4th floor wt joey,the trainee from gp..
me at osacr wt the walfet man..=.="
early in the morning when i go out of the changing room..
those who saw me most of them ask y i wear lik tat..
or they wil ask is u change department??
omg..i don reli noe hw to explain it..
jz tell them to stop asking me or turn the question to another things..
hemm..nth muc to do as a pastry casual labour..
jz top up the bread,muffin,....
if not enuff bread or anythings,jz call the bakery then they wil send to me..
or i wil go down to pick up if im free..
all the while i work wt tat walfet man,im damn scare..
donnoe wat he wil do or mayb suddenly scream or wat..
but luckily he did nth n he's quite nice to me compare wat i saw he did to the other gal..
sumtime he wan to make himself abit proud then the way he said or explain hw important he is..
or he may use a way to praise himself..
but over all stil ok de.
after work, i went to pastry to sent the bread then i went uniform department..
i sit thr n hope i wil saw him..
if im not mistaken he oso finished the time wt me..
at the end i get to see him..talk abit then he went off..
hemm..i think he is now on the way back home..
i onli wil see him tonite..
actually tot of asking him out to take lunch together but words hard to throw out n it reli take me alot of brave to open mouth speak wt him..
recently find it difficult to talk wt him..
he seem lik avoid me or don feel lik wan to ans me..

jb

the 1st time i went jb wt elbert,geoffery n shawn..
we met at woodland bus interchange at 9am..
the elbert ask em not to late but he was the one who late..
anyway..we reach thr n went to jusco instead of city square..
as shawn n me were hungry, we went to pizza hut..
i come across food n tea..
i saw ah bing n ah hui..
they hv been tranfer to jb branch..
they told me the bitch sharon has been fired..
wat a great news..
then after pizza, we went 4 a movie "the mummy"
while there is sum time b4 the film start..
they went to play some games n i went to shop abit..hahaha
i was sitted between shawn n elbert..
after the show, they plan to cont the games to finished up the tokens..
so i went on for my shopping oso..
later on they call me to join for lunch which im so susprised..
they went n eat at kfc..=.="
after tat they went to buy some sport equiment..
then me n elbert go for sme snack^^
at the end we pass by a book stock..
i get all my magazine n comics..hahaha
we went back to city square n elbert n geoferry wana buy psp..
i wnet to buy my stuffs..
then meet up n go for dinner at kim gary..
after dinner we went back lo..

hilton brunch buffet

on sun i went to hilton n meet elbert at thr..
im not sure whether u stil remember this..
i won the cocktail competition n get a price to dine in at hilton for two brunch..
at last we manage to get the same off day to hilton..
but i was back to conrad to help in the morning..
so tat day was abit rush to me..
after work i rush to bus stop n try to get a bus to hilton at orchard road..
sum hw i was at the wrong side n at the end i got to go there by taxi..
haha..elbert was dress up nice..
the 1st time i see he dress so nice de..XD
so we begin the brunch thr wt a glass of champagne..
but the champagne doesnt taste reli great..
then we go for app,some duck liver,....
most of the food there look nice..
presentation great but when come to tasting doesnt match wat it look..
some do dissapoint us..
but thier bar look great n the fruit juice are reli freshly squeerd..
wat i reli lik is the mash potato they make..
reli reli nice n taste great..
most of the foods r home make such as the ice cream
but the quality doesnt lik wat we expected..
the environment was all rite..
the staff doesnt rush even we hv a few empty plates on the table..
wats interesting is they hv a magicion..
he name is alex n look quite charming..
he did some magic for us n gave me a sourvior..
quite interesting evening even the food doesnt reli great..
yea..most important is they hv a chocolate float..
is the best dessert i can get at thr..
other dessert look nice from outside onli..tats all..
after the brunch..elbert join his gf n i when back home le..
^^

chellet

there's a gathering every year in our department..
n this year we organis it at chellet at pasir ris..
the date fall on 30th(wed) ,31st(thurs)n 1st(fri)
the 1st day when i reach thr..ivan n his wife,elbert,geoffery,shaun,li wen,yanto,micheal's gf,lily, ben, iz, joann, sheila, benz were there..
after tat, roland, jeffery, star, yat came to join..
at last ivoen, sean ting n rohan came oso but at 6am..
some r playing around, bbq, gambling, sleeping, drunk, every1 were so funny afetr drunk..

no time

hemm..since come to singapore..i started to b more n more bz..
even sumtime i don hv enuff rest..
don hv time to on9 n check my mail or write blog..
i even get sick last week..=.="
reli got alot to write but soli to said don hv time for it..
hemm..where to start it??
watever tat come across my mind ba..haha..
i hv a heat for sha atletic last sun..
im in 4 times 100m..the 3rd runner..
n we got the 2nd among of the hotel..hehe..
yea..ivan back from msia last week..
i get to meet him on sat as i mc..don tell anyone bout it..
haha..actually i reli sick on tat day..
cz...hemm..on wed nite i went club wt ivoen they all at dbl o..
i reach home 8am on thur n i onli slept 2hours then i went out to meet bang bang, my best fren..
during met up, we took sichuan spicy steamboat..
oh man, is so spicy..then i got stomach pain at nite..=.="
the nxt day i went to training(run) after run i cont work..
i think cz i too tired then it makes me reli sick..
on sat i wake up..my leg muscle so pain n i got a reli sore thoat..
so decide to take the 1st time mc since i work..
i went to toa payoh to search the doctor..take a long time cz cant get the place..lol
then call ivan as i feel so boring n noe tat he went back spore..
yea on the same day..cheng went back to msia..so after met up wt ivan then i find cheng to pass over my document to bring back to mum..
on sun got heat..then after the run i straighly went home..but sure b4 get home i went to buy a pair of shoes for hostess..
as i been change to hostess position on mon onward..
on the 1st day i b hostess..i got a bad news which the one on duty wt me is mc..
but cant blame on her as she got food poison..
luckily noe tat early so i went up early to get the senior to teach me the bacis..
n chay ting stay wt me til 8pm n after tat iz wil take care of me..haha..
god bless tat nite everything went smooth..not muc went wrong..haha..
the next day i was told wat goes wrong n bla bla..
wed i on floor..tats nth special..wat different is tat day i was the captain side station for the 1st time..i donnoe wat to do..or suspose to do..
hemmm..reli reli bz til i din get enuff sleep..my eyes now reli lik panda..=.=""