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hemm...recenty donnoe why..
the feeling doesnt seem lik last time..
i tot i lik ben..
as i mention him muc at my blog..
but found i don reli do so..
but if say i don..
actually is not reli don..
haiz..
i oso confuse bout it..
summore he now is junoir am..im jz a waiteress..
summore he said b4 tat i lik a child to him..
hemmm..anyway i think i stil ok living alone witout couple couple..
stil remember last time during schooling..
reli wish to couple wt sum1.cz my frenz around alwis heard they hv sum1 tackle them..
hahaha..n it reli come..things doesnt seem lik wat u imagine..
onli a year..after experince all tat..
it reli bring my mind out from dreaming another relation..
sumtime this comes to me..
sum1 asking me whether im couple or not..
i told them im ok now..
is ok staying as single..
the reaction they gv is tat im not normal..
in their mind r lik wat a gal she is..
is not normal to hv a mind of thinking to b single..
but i think is ok de..
if being single is abnormal then who ever is single is abnormal ma??
hemm..can u gv me sum idea..
btw..today i saw david tao at the place i work..
he reli a tall man..n he look great actually..
hahaha..cant imaigine i saw him thr..
ivan told me tat he alwis go thr de..
he alwis see him at conrad de..

the 1st day of the 6weeks

tomolo wil b 1st of april n ben wil b the junior asst manager..
today is mon n yesterday i hv a off day..
yesterday went out wt cheng..
she work at 3pm then we met around 1230noon..
so we went for lunch n hv a bit of walk walk..
we ate sushi n chat bout wat happened recently..
then she went to work n i went hv a lil bit more walk..
i bought a sweater tat onli cost 10 dollar..
i oso bought two pants n a perfume from the body shop..
then back home around 4sumthing..
n today morning go work..
wat a day it is..
i forgotten my locker key..
so i nd to go security there n wait when they r free n go wt me to locker to change..
then after i change onli i realise i din bring my socking le..
wat a day it is..
then i borrow from sum1 else lo..
then go work..
b the runner then after lucnh oso b the runner..
so boring til i did the lunch work at the morning time..
n the same to lunch time..veli boring..
nth muc to do..
then after work ..at 1st date my cousin oledi but..
he suddenly tell me tat he is bz, got sumthing to do..
so he cant meet me today..
edward the am oledi resign..
he left a letter descride every1..
i din thought b4 tat he wil say bout me oso..
cz we noe each not long ago.
he said me n chay ting, one of the gal tat work at my department..
he say me n chay ting is lik the twins..he said is a ost tat he miss a chance to work wt the twins..
=.="
this oso he said out..wat la him..
n actually is su, the hostness's bday..
today we celebrate wt her..
n is specially prepare by her best fren, kak tini..
today oso come a new guy n is buddy wt ivan oso..
he is hving the master now..walau..but he stil hv the training at restaurant le..hahah..anyway..thsi few days i feel ok de..nth muc happened le..
n i wil try update everything tat hgappened to me to all my frenz..
take care oo u all..

a month in sg

hv been a month i hv been in sg le..
in the 3rd n 4th week..
learn alot n could feel abit of stress now..
cz things cant get into my brain..
hwever stil feel ok wt it..
today is mon..sumthing happened this few days..
on fri, tek seng sent me a msg..
telling me, he is coming to sg for vacation..
he wil take fri nite bus to sg..
mean he reach here at morning..
then we promise meet at nite for dinner..
on fri which is a good friday..
tat nite i cant sleep well..
the 1st time in sg i cant sleep well..
i wake up in the middle of the nite..
then the nxt morning i work 7am to 1130am then cont at 3pm to 6pm..
if i finished at 3pm isnt it nice..
i stil can hv a walk wt him..
then i plan on fri nite what to bring along to work so afetr work i can bath n prepare at thr..
then around 730 lik onli i meet him..
he was wearing a black t shirt n long jean wt a white cap..
then we went for dinner..he told me his sis wil join us..
later on, one of his fren at secondary oso wil join us..
his fren bring along his gf oso..
after the dinner, we went to sing k..
at place at ang mo kio..
i hv sang a few songs..he said i do pronoun the word rite n cant imagine i reli noe hw to sing it..
haha..reli hving fun on tat nite..
then we back around 1230am..
b4 tat i pho gu jie oledi tat i wil b late back home tat day..
then i reach home at 1am..i sms him..
cz they get a cab for me 1st then onli they go..
straight after sms him, i slept..
then the nxt morning he wil go to bugis wt his sis n his bro..
hwever i hv to work so cant join him..
btw, he hurt his neck at castam cz many ppl on tta time..
he use half an hour at castam le..
at nite he sms me tat he din noe tat i sms him last nite..
cz tat pho no is his bro de..
then he wil back at 945pm on sun..
n in this morning..
he sent me a msg when he reach home le..
so sweet of him..
i kind of miss him now..
hope he is everything all rite..

the 2nd week

after th 2nd week,everything seem stil ok..
today i went to do my medical check up..
even is my off day..but got to wake up early oso..
then i went hv a walk to buy sumthing for my cousin sis..her bday is on this sun..
for the info she is onli 4 yrs old onli..
then i went t maybank to check my account wats wrong wt it..
nth reli special to me today..
jz tat..abit pain to both of my hands cz get injection.
hemm..i went back to mylocker today mean the place i work..
cz the place i take my blood text is jz near it..
tomolo going to work early morning..
yea,,wat happen this week was..
i hv my ori on mon n wed..
tues is my floor pratice..
in the ori i meet alot of ppl..
but i found i start to jealous..donnoe y..
every1 is saying ben tat no good tat no good..
but i feel ben is lik wat they said?
omg ben topic come again..
but feel wan to say it out..
im not surfe but i feel lik i lik ben le..
i tell myself tat don think so muc n do wat i aim when i wana come sg tat time..
wat i promise to myself..
but ooo..i notice is quite abit difficult for me..
lik wat happen yesterday..
me, judion n ben oso in the same section..
but ben late le..
he start at 8am n i at 7am..
when he come..i kind of jealous him n ivoen..
n at the end of the day when i wan to leave the restaurant..
he told me tat i same lik judion oso,,
black face today..he din noe it was cz him..
hwever i can feel tat ivoen oso don reli lik him..
hemm..summore one more ppl to mention..
ivan the captain oso..
he reli a nice man..whenever u ask or help he wil try his best to help u as he could..tomolo will see ben but sun wont..
hemm..

the 1st week of working

the 1st day go work..
suspose to b the ori day..
but cz no place, the hall is fully book..
so i straight go work at the cafe..
i din bring anythings go cz tot is ori day..
lucikly i wear my black shoes thr..
then i get to noe my buddy
he is a guy from ipoh oso..
his name is judion wong..
then got ivan, su, sabrina, iz, peter, sham
then the ben loh..
he is the most funny guy..
he cant reli speak mandarin
but he try to do it for me..
haha..
i find he motivate me go work now..
^^
for more dateils tell ask me personal..
hahaha..