october

feel lik is been long time din post a blog..
is going to end this oct..
and there r many things happened in this month
alot, so muc of things..
started wt a new job, new job position, new frenz..
many new things..
meeting back the old classmate, best frenz, ..
meeting the stupid manager..
working n working..
resigned, visit the balai,labour law,..
boring n boring life started..
n now started to look for another job..
hwever today is my ah gor's birthday..
hope tat he hv a wonderful day..
talking bout ah gor..
he is reli a great guy..
im proud to hv him as my ah gor..
n two days to go..
it is 31st of oct..
is a hallowen day..
hapi hallowen to every1..
n to me too ^^

2 days off..

yesterday n today is my off day..
in this 2 days, nth reli special i did..
went out wt my dearest fren n her sis..
yesterday i hang out at her home n out for tea time..

hehe ^^ eat at mcd le..

then after meal..
this is wat happened..

the before n after..






































my creation


greatest fren


the nxt day..
we went to sushi king at parade

ais kacang..

ais kacang!!
is a food make of ice n many things..
my life today is lik tat le..
everything mix together..
i saw a few of my frenz
the frenz tat i long time din meet jor
reli damn mizz them..(one of them is my ah gor)
it should b a great day..
cz i met all my frenz tat i mis so muc
n my day spoilt..
i was ask to work full today..
n i tot the 4 little bro can go back earlier cz they wil hv their exam tomolo..
but she din let them go..
things get worse n worse..
she scold again n i was the one who helping to solve her prob..
wat can i do anymore??
i can feel at the end of my life..
i reli cant think of anythings..
her prob all throw to me..
im veli veli tried..
i hope i can cry out of my heart..
but who wil und..
i could feel im alone..standing alone at a dark street..
fighting by myself..
force to b tough..
i hope sum1 could by my side..
helping me..doing it wit me..
guiding me..
but..
sum1 told me b tough..
is not easy to b tough..
no1 wil noe the painess inside..
hw hard to b..
i hope i can cry out from my heart..
but..

resign

i hand my resign letter yesterday..
but still hv to work a week more..
cz they nd a week notice to resign..
don wan stay looking at the bitch face..
reli hate..
when she nd u ..
she wil soften her voice..
but she dint nd u..
her face is lik the "har min son"
haiz..
today whole day no mood work..
kent came this morning, n i hv gvn him the complain letter..
wish now there is a guy where i can lend on his shoulder..
anyone can borrow me his shoulder??
veli tired..
long time din rest..
go shop, watch movie, chit chat, daydreaming,..
miz those days..
any1 can bring me back to those life..
reli feel wana get a guy by side..
but no1 wan me..
any recommendation??
=.= im getting crazy le!!
i cant stay anymore..
the longer i stay there..
the more abnormal i wil b..

wat a bitch !!

the bitch..
who else if not her..
the manager im working wit..
reli damn hate hate her ar!!!
i try to control my feeling..
but she reli annoying..
she damn dare scold me le!!
baka !!!!!
for no reli reasons she change me to the floor as waitress..
my duty is at the bar there..
n she don hv brain to think..
im jz a gal..n i hv to do serve all the drinks..
damn cruel she is..
this bitch oso lik to tell lies..
scare of trouble..
computer don noe..
system don noe..
onli noe hw to make up..
noe hw to make calls..
tat mouth nth good come out..
said ppl this not good tat not good..
parking oso nd ppl park for her..
yesterday her home in thief..
then called kent go see see..
i ask kent wat she wana u go there 4..
nth then jz stand n look around..
wasting ppl's time n petrol onli la this bitch..
cant imagine hw hate im to her..
i interview as cashier..
now she push out to the floor..
summore don wan me step in to the cashier place..
don wan ask me or talk wt me anythings..
im thinking of resign..
but b4 i go..
i wil make her life suffer..
i would make her stand healhty de!!!
the things she did reli too over le..
kent's dad in hospital..
he hv to back kl n by his side..
she did allow too..
the more cruel is tat..
she said now his dad still alive not yet pass away..
don hv to back oso..
hw come this can b out of a lady mouth..
she even force kent to resign..
woh...bitch bitch..
i don noe wat else i can called her then this..
there is many many things she did..
is numerous..
the full ppl in that restaurant oso din lik her de..
can truelly say tat..

after 2 weeks..

after more then 2 weeks work..
today is my 1st day of off day..
haha veli hapi..
early in the morning i went the acs..
go back to the school to get my stpm cert..
cz i heard tat..
if in this year u din take it..
they wil sent it back to jabatan pendidikan..
then u wil get fine rm50 to get back..
or u may ask ur parent to get it wil u r not in ipoh..
after taking it..i went to jusco..
meet my dearest fren..
b4 tat stil back to my work place settle sumthing..
hehe..
me n my fren order alot of things..

tats wat we hv order..
but can finished..

haha..then me n my fren chat n chat alot of things!!
then around 5pm lik tat..
we leave the restaurant..

tats the end
haha..

this is my colleagues..

"" i learned how to upload photo jor le ""
in the future i wil try my best to put more pic de la!!

useless

im damn useless now..
tats wat i feel onli..
troubling..messy up the things..
then is no cure for me..
don noe wat should i do..
i hope i wont trouble kent anymore..
there is many things happened today
im damn down now..
summore tired
sleepy..
no feeling to talk anymore..
i force myself to b tough
i don wan to cry..
i hope i can b smarter..
stop gving prob anymore..
wish to kill myself..
this is the hardest work i hv done..
last time all ok de..
hate myself so muc..
so many things waiting me to settle
wat should i do??
i cant think of anytime..
my brain is jam now..
kill me ba!!

after a week..

after a week working there..
things started to get better..
noe wat should do, hw to settle things..
but still got many things to learn more..
today is oso kent's birthday..
we celebrate 4 him..
cz his family at kl..
then im working full today n tomolo..
n this whole week oso full..
so to all my frenz..
if u hv any serious, important things..
call me or msg me!!
i wil try my best to reply u as fast as possible..
hehe..
he msg me today..
wt a veli sweet forward msg..
haha..don talk bout him le..
sum1 wil say i alwiz mention him here..
then wil jealous de la..
lol xD

tired..pain..

veli cham...
don noe y my left eye bcome red jor..
sumtime feel pain..
cant even open my eye..
is been many days..
so im wearing my spec le..
T.T
veli ugly..not nice
then tired..
veli tired after work..
is lik after the war..
damn tired..many things to do..
new manager..new rules..new staffs..
many new things
n today sumthing new things come..
the credit card machine..summore things to do..
argh..reli reli damn tired..
cant imagine i wil sleep as early as 9.30pm
nvr sleep so early
last nite stil dream
haha xD
dream i stil work collecting money..
still working ther..
woh!!
so horrible la man..
cant sleep whole nite..
worry tat worry this
today summore got to training the new cashier..
me oso new casshier le!!
aiyo stil nd to training other ppl
now still worry the new cashier can manage handle all the things..
tomolo got to work full..
whole more damn tired le..