830pm nite

after today..
i wil b at another place..
wonder where i wil b..
i wil b at spore..
going thr to visit my relative
n of cz got other things to do la..
meet my dearest fren..
^^
my feeling now is quite complicated..
abit of hapi, excited, curious..
but i do feel abit of scare, wondering, unforcus..
haha..
quite weird of things..
wil b veli bz after tat..
n wil onli back msia after a week lik tat..
after this blog i will b going to spore..
ticket bus is 830pm but i hv to b thr at 800pm..
anyway..
hope everything safe n go smooth as i tot..
hahaha..
n to all my frenz..
take care n do miss me oo..
lolz..^^

best fren's bday..

is my best fren's bday on 16th jan
she is the longest best fren i meet..
we noe each since primary..
n i went to kampar to celebrate her bday wt her..
i went thr wt my god bro..
we start the journey 6.10pm arrived around 6.48pm
we went to her apartment..
chat n chat awhile then went out for dinner..
after dinner..
my god bro n her bf went to buy a small lil cake for her..
n i take her away to sum place else..
b4 tat i met my old classmate..
after they get the cake..
we hide it..
n we went to funfair..
at there we take out the cake..
haha..
so sweet of it..
she so susprised of it..
she hv a bite of it..
then we went back to her apartment..
on the way, sum1 called n go yumcha..
so we chat n chat..
n is time going back ipoh..
don feel wana go..miss her alot..
but im reli hapi on that day..
on the way back..
the 1st time hv a long conversation wt my ah gor..
he's such a nice guy..

i saw many ppl..
im so hapi
im miss them alot cz long time din meet up..
im more hapi on tat day then the day i hv my bday..
im so silly..
haha..
but reli hapi le..
is not easy to descride this feeling..
hapi n hapi n hapi n reli hapi..
haha ^^

frenz i wan see u longer..

this is an article in a magazine i hv read..
i wish to share wt u all..
is about hw longer n shorter ur life wil b..

u wil add a year to ur life if u..
:*: take vitamin C
:*: garden for 5hours a week
:*: hv sex
:*: gv blood (donate blood)

u wil live 3years longer if u..
:*: wash ur hands
:*: aim to excel
:*: drink tea
:*: play cards, go to movies, eat out often (hving fun)

u wil live 5years longer if u..
:*: eat chocolate
:*: get a morning kiss
:*: practise hara hachi bu
:*: become vegetarian

u wil live 10years longer if u..
:*: eat a banana a day
:*: take up dancing
:*: look after ur looks

u wil live 15years longer if u..
:*: control ur cholesterol
:*: eat fewer calories
:*: go vegan
:*: build muscle

u could shorten ur life by a year if u..
:*: r 10pounds overweight
:*: dont hv a pet
:*: hang out wt smokers
:*: neglect ur dental hygiene

u could shorten ur life by 3years if u..
:*: stay single
:*: hv a negative name
:*: skip breakfast

u could shorten ur life by 5years if u..
:*: r an atheist
:*: r a teetotal
:*: love to sleep
:*: r a smoker

u could shorten ur life by 10years if u..
:*: r negative
:*: r a loner
:*: nvr get health checks
:*: drink too muc

u could shorten ur life by 15years if u..
:*: r a sugar addict
:*: shallow breathe
:*: dont get ur 5 fruit n veg a day
:*: let stress get u down

on 12nd of jan..

on this day i went out wt my sis..
we walk alot on tat day..
we went to jusco..
n i saw many ppl..
tats make me so hapi..
i din expect tat i wil saw them..
one of them is..
my cute lil fren wt her gf outside cinema..
he din notice me at all..
he is so funny..haha..
no longer i went to mph..
i saw another two of my old ex classmate..
OMG i miss them so muc..
is been quite a long time din meet up wt them..
every1 is so bz wt their own life..
anywhere..so so hapi saw them..
then i cont my shopping..
buy a present for my beloved best fren..
choosing n choosing..
at last get a nice stainless keychain 4 her..
hope tat she wil love it..
btw on tat day is my ex bday..
hope he had a great day on it n all the best on his exam..

lets help sum1 who needed..

on last fri thr's a blood donation..
n of cz as usual i wil..
but tat day =.="
they told me, i don hv enough blood..
so i cant donate le..
aiyo..
actually donnoe wat happened la..
for the past few times i did, everything is ok de..
hwever is ok this time i cant..
thr's stil the nxt time..
haha..^^
at here i wish every1 could gv a hand on this kinds of event..
is great tat u can help sum1 else..
i believe the blood at our msia blood bank isnt enough..
the blood tat we donate may save a person life..
n tat person , we wont now who wil mayb..
mayb is sum1 we noe or sum1 tat helped us last time..
any1 could b..
no matter wat kind of blood u hv..
gv a hand on it..
believe it anot..
everytime after the donation..
i feel satisfied n the world is loving..
don worry u wont lost anything..
the blood wil come back..
summore donate blood is healthy..
is kind of built sum new blood..
reduce the thickness of the blood in our body..
guys r encourage to do so..
lets us help us back -the human- ..^^

no date pliss..

i don feel wan date at the moment..
tats wat i feel recently..
there no any special reason..
jz lazy going for date..
no mood for date..
anything bout date wont attract me on it..
nothing..so don date me..
i start lazy thinking of the reasons..
reasons to reject, reasons to avoid..
so don..
im writing here doesnt mean im showing off or wat..
i jz cant figured out hw to tell those ppl..
hemm..
soli frenz.....

should i stay or leave ??

im thinking of going spore..
jz thinking..
but i reli wish to go..
going there work, stay, eat, play, n everything wt my fren there..
mainly cause the double paid..
job is there waiting me to interview..
but im wil use alot of money for the 1st month..
but all wil back to me in a month..
many things to consider of..
still hvn discuss wt parent..
scare it, especially talking wt my mum..
i believe she mostly wont agree..
but i wan earn more 4 my studies..
i wan more gurantee on my studies..
i donwan later nd to bear on family anymore..
thats y i wan earn as muc as i can now..
summore i wish to leave this place..
my life now is a normal life..
i wana go some where else..
somewhere far from ipoh n kl..
if can, i wan leave this country..
so many things i wana avoid..
ppl the most..so fan la..
some i wana tell them, but scare donnoe hw to tell..
cz being my fren..being so good to me..
but i noe wat they wan..i cant make it truth..
so i wan leave..move to a place..
a new place n new life for the new year..
ppl tell me..
should i stay or leave???


:*: btw i meet a old primary fren back..
:*: he is now at ireland,change alot..
:*: missing him alot n hope to see him soon..
:*: as he wil back on june..^^
:*: im waiting june n july..

the jan of me

jan is the 1st month of the year..
n in the 1st month of the year..
i started wit sitting in front of the pc n do countdown wt frenz..
the 1st time lik tat pass my new year..=="
the next day got bbq at home..
damn tired preparing everything..
n wat i get was..
bbq at night n sensitive hands..
my hands veli sensitive wt water..
cant touch water in long time..
n the whole day i wash n cut things tat are wet..
now nd to apply lotion alot n take mayb a week to get back..
then i was planned to start study this month
but things doesnt goes as planned..
many things happened on dec..
nearly take my life but im tough, stil living here..lol
dec is the terrible month bside of april on 2007..
my studies is going to delay..
heard it many times tat i delay my studies??
me too..said it many times..
n this time wil delay to july of 2008
don ask me y..tired answering it..
i believe i hv answered it more then hundred times..
so now wil look for part time job..
hemm..
cant believe i passed dec n still living here..
i should hv die of headache cz everything bomb..
bomb in sudden..
luckily i get to escape from the bomb..haha
in jan..im still quite blur n blur..
standing at the middle of road..
everything still abit cloudy..
abit scare of each step i take..
scare will fall into the drain n no1 see me thr..
haha..hope i can get away from the drain if i reli fall in..

1st blog on 2008

1st of all..
hapi new year guys n gals..haha..
a brand new year come oledi..
so b energetic n full of dreams n run towards them..
haha..2007 isnt a great year to me..
so my new year wish is a better year to b..
haha..n for all the time at 2007,
i learn alot, gained alot experinces, did alot of things..
so i believe i growth le..
(sure i growth cz i eat alot) lol
hope everything goes smooth..
nth wrong wt me..stay healthy n happy..

wish every1 hv the best year as they wan on 2008..
no wars, no battle, no bomb
jz stay peace..^^