nth much i need now

today im off..
going out with cheng and bang almost whole day..
we went to buy something then back mandarin to pass over the stationary i bought..
oso got a full full brunch having buffet japanese food at sakae sushi..
then kar leong came n join us..
we had a veli full full brunch ba..
then cheng wan to buy a coat for her work de..
then the near by shop don hv..
so i suggest at suntec city
so accompany go find the coat then pat came to join..
after that, we accompany pat eat eat lo..
then since is near by oscars..
i went over but all the ppl i noe were not thr anymore..
i jz saw frankie, my loong tai hub..
miss him alot..chat awhile..
then i went home..donnoe y feel lik sms tek seng..
then we decide to meet at the market near by..
jz both of us..^^
during the talk..we talk alot of things..
about hows his work hunting is..
hows his relation between his sister..
how silly his sister..
how kar chuan is..
he got chicken pop now..
he consider whether i had it b4 la..
alot alot..
meet him at 11pm then around 130am..
we go back le..
seriously i reli envy his relation with his sis..
i will nvr had that kind of relation with him..
but from wat he tell me
how his sis done everything to him..
i reli couldnt compare myself with her..
however, i feel glad..
donnoe y.
he said go home then take shower oo..
i rlei do so..
haha..he still the one influence me alot..
but i think i am hapi wat i hv wt him..
simple fren..nth muc then that..
seriously if u wan me to b frank..
i reli donnoe wat my feel to him..
i reli still love him or??
i reli couldnt ans now..
i jz feel good in this way..
but when he tell me his sis will come later..
i rlei don feel good..
however i noe his sis status in his heart i reli cant replace..
i shall jz hapi wit wat i hv now