been long time din blog..
is bcz i din hv muc time..
n i donnoe wat to blog anymore..
now im in the mcd restaurant, one of the branch in amk..
damn shit, whne i come out tat time..
i was so sun shinny hot..
but now it rain lik hell so heavy..
don think of run back or try to get a taxi..
if u run 5 step out onli..sure wet all..
summore i don even bring umbrella..
hope its stop soon..
i donnoe which taxi num i can call..
donnoe any taxi drop by..
later still nd to go out wt liwen n geo to bugis..
go eat steamboat oo..
yea..another thing,im going home again soon..
this time i will be in kl 1st then onli bakc ipoh..
mayb onli will be in ipoh for 2 or 3 days onli..
is actually the main i wan to gogenting..
long time din go thr le..
i reli wish to back thr again..
visit those memories back..
hving dinner at genting palace..at nite many place wish to go..
jz think of tat..i oledi feel so hapi..

10th feb 2009

im working midnite since the day i back from my leave..
same as today as well..
but i don feel great today..
don feel lik talk, eating or think anything..
today is my sis's bday..
i forgotten about tat..
luckily my sai lou remind me of tat..
today is oso the last day of chinese new year which on 9th feb..
whne i come to work tat time..
i saw the moon was round n bright..
so beautiful...
i oso realised tat eddie is no more in cold side..
he's at the western side now..

my ex

yesterday, i went out wit my sis..
1stly we went to parade..
i saw cho chee seng..
after bought wat we nd..
then we rushed to jusco..
i went to the new opening k box over thr wheere located at the end of jusco at 2nd floor nxt to food n tea..
i accidentally saw JJ inside..
everytime i cross by thr i feel scare..
i scare i will see JJ or he saw me..
if can i try to avoid cross by thr..
JJ, he changed le..
i believe he's no more the bar in charge person..
he may b the restaurant manager now..
the way he dress oledi different..
hemm..
cz k box hving a bz time..
they ask me to go back later..n do the booking
so i went to mcd as my sis hungry le..
during walk by, die die i oso din look into the restaurant..
when go in, i cant reli concentrate..
JJ's de memories, how i treat him..all out..
feel so soli to him..anyway hope everything all rite to him..
after tat..when reach home on9 at nite..
kok leong chat wt me..
everytime he look for me, i feel uncomfortable..
kind lik he is asking some favour again..
but this time he din..
when chat wt him..feel he kind of irritating..
he jz lik normal chat, asking how's my life..
but at last he ask for my num..
i din gv...pretend dc then away..
hemm..

my future..

two days ago i went n visit ah ming sifu..
he help ppl predict future..
i visit him last year..
b4 this i heard about him but nvr visit..
i wnet wt my mum..
this time..he said sumthing about me..
haha..i donnoe wat to say..
i don hv to said anything..
he noe wat happened tome, wat im thinking..
over all he said everything is fine for me in this coming yera..
i hv "tou far wan"..
i donnoe is good or not..
hemm..my health jz a small matter..
can improve slowly..
financial i ok de..not prob..
work ok de..seem now many ppl lost job..
i still got a job n get bonus..
the biggest prob is tat myself..
im not hapi..or should say im bored..
i donnoe wat to do..
im confuse wit wat i wan..
when im home i wana go out..
when im outside i wan go home..
when i meet sum1. he may the one..
but i will wonder alot..
the fell still not tat..
all do descride me..
hre's rite..
im bored..
i git everything..
good boss, good manager, nice frenz, nice landlady..
but i still not as hapi i wana..
hemm..