him

the topic still on him..
when will this end??
is this mean i still love him??
n how could this be??
after all the unreasonable attitude he make..
hemm..tat day saw him, when i came out from the ladies at hotel..
the 1st time he grin to me after this long time..
could see is so false..being force to.. not sincere..
hemm..even thought this is better then before this..
better then cant each even is thr...lik invisible..
wonder why?
im i tat stupid or wat?
tats so many ppl interested into me..
but i hv alwis choosen sum1 tat cant treat back as how i did..
i wonder is him the one..
hw's the future wil b..
wil it b better or worst..
hemm~~~~~~~