eddie gan

eddie is a guy tat work at the same department wt me..
he is a cook at cold side..
quite sporty n gentleman from out look..
he oso from pahang n work at genting casino b4 this..
hemm..n this guy seen lik alwis appear in front of me..
tats one day i saw him at the bus..
i was so hapi til i laugh n smile alone..
lik crazy le..=.=
then when go down from bus i pretend din see him..
cz i donnoe hw to react n wat to said when look at him..
i regret i did tat..
i shouldnt do tat..
it seem lik im so arrogant le..
i think fall in love to him..
once again i did this to myself..haiz..
pretty scare the same things wil happened to me lik the past..
i keep on telling myself the aim i come to spore..
hold myself back..but sumtime reli feel alone..
i chat one of the chef which oso from the same department..
he try to recommend sum guys to me..
as he noe i don hv any bf..
at the end he mention eddie's name to me..
he said eddie is single n onli 26 this year..
actually eddie is quite good..
but onli i dislike sumthing is tat he smoke..
the chef told me tat nowadays many ppl smoke due to stress n bla bla..
i do ask him b4 y he smoke n he told me the reasons oso..
hemm..i donnoe wat to do..
i wish to try out..but scare..=.=
the chef oso plan to make up us..
as i do hv abit interest on him..
but arghhhhh~~~~
donnoe ar..
as wind blow ba..see wat happened then onli decide la..