eddie gan

eddie is a guy tat work at the same department wt me..
he is a cook at cold side..
quite sporty n gentleman from out look..
he oso from pahang n work at genting casino b4 this..
hemm..n this guy seen lik alwis appear in front of me..
tats one day i saw him at the bus..
i was so hapi til i laugh n smile alone..
lik crazy le..=.=
then when go down from bus i pretend din see him..
cz i donnoe hw to react n wat to said when look at him..
i regret i did tat..
i shouldnt do tat..
it seem lik im so arrogant le..
i think fall in love to him..
once again i did this to myself..haiz..
pretty scare the same things wil happened to me lik the past..
i keep on telling myself the aim i come to spore..
hold myself back..but sumtime reli feel alone..
i chat one of the chef which oso from the same department..
he try to recommend sum guys to me..
as he noe i don hv any bf..
at the end he mention eddie's name to me..
he said eddie is single n onli 26 this year..
actually eddie is quite good..
but onli i dislike sumthing is tat he smoke..
the chef told me tat nowadays many ppl smoke due to stress n bla bla..
i do ask him b4 y he smoke n he told me the reasons oso..
hemm..i donnoe wat to do..
i wish to try out..but scare..=.=
the chef oso plan to make up us..
as i do hv abit interest on him..
but arghhhhh~~~~
donnoe ar..
as wind blow ba..see wat happened then onli decide la..

bz bz n tired tired

recently work at restaurant was so bz..
sumtime even not enuff staff to help up..
not even tat..sumtime i got to work those who is no experince or noe not muc..
so at the end i got to do alot of things as time doesnt allow me to teah hw to do it for me..
hemm..even manager noe tat im doing my job well..
but is veli tired working lik tat..
n as now they try to cut cost so they din take any part timer..
if got oso seldom lik last time..
sumtime during work i don feel lik im walking or run..
is lik im flying..there's no time to hv slow walk..
u got think of wat u going in wt n coming out wt..
don waste time..things mz b done fast..brain keep on turning n turning..
summore working in the morning onli me..
ivan n ivoen is working at evening..
then elbert n geofeery work at midnite..
so tired till i got no energy to stay n write my blog at company..
hemm..but i think got one thing good..
as an aunty told me i lost some weight le..
i think is due to the hard work i cross..hahaha..