love movie

i got myself a movie aft waiting so long...
the prob was, i din manage to force myself to watch this movie
and i jz wan to watch alone..
luckily, this movie is still on show in cinema..
aft went out wt bert n G today.
i reached home early as they cxl movie today aft dinner..
i make myself to go for it..
and i enjoy it..
the story was bout 2 person meet n wanted to hv physically but not emotionally connection..
as both hv their own reasons..
however, the end they found, they had fall in love which each..
trying to solve the previous reasons to get back together..
n wats the most important for me not the story line or wat..
but the end, it teach me..
wats mean to b, it will..not matter how hard, how may time hv try..
it will come to us, when the time come..
and guess wat??
sometime even the best definition couldn't b understand then we experience our self.
jz go ahead, knock the doors, fall down, jump the rivers, n thr's the candle to light up the life..
i hv no idea, but jz feel wanted to express myself n everything is jz running around my brain to buzz out..
hope that one day, i will grad some1..
sorry rephrase, some1 grad me and said, u r mine..
n surprisingly, i'm willing..hahaha

maribhet

maribhet is a philippe gal which same age as me..
she is my 1st trainee buddy attached together
it was lik ytd the 1st day i was sitting down together telling her everything about the restaurant.
it is so fresh i still remember the way i alwis throw everywhere without reli taking care of her
n she did it veli well..kind of sad to hv me as her buddy..
and now she is leaving n go back to her country..
she was crying on her last day..
sort of unbear the feeling she will be leaving
reli will miss her alot
i ask for forgiveness frm her one of the day we hang out to celebrate her gradute
she did not angry wat i did, instead she being kind saying i did it veli well
i train her well and stronger..i couldnt express how i feel..
but i would say im so lucky to hv her..
out of all the hostess i hv train, she would b the best i had n i reli din guide her alot..
im reli proud having her..
as i train another new trainee as hostess today..
recalled me myself how hard i hv push bhet..
im so pampering the one i had..

jz last one,
i love you bhet!!1
will miss u alot