5th Feb 2010

is been reli a long time i din write my blog..
is due to my working hour and too tired , of cz another word of it is "lazy"..
reli happened alot of things in this few months..
i have resign from absinthe n joined this new company "MERITUS MANDARIN"
i've been assign as hostess..i was once the onli full timer hostess.
should i proud of it or not?
still remember how long hour i have work on..
staying from morning till nite time jz to finish up everything..
without any guide, any buddy assist me..
i have learn every little thing myself..
knock my head a few things..
i don think i could forget how i work the time i in meritus..
the 1st hotel i have been without a respek, even absinthe the small lil french restaurant they prepare with it..
the longer im there the worst im ..
no more disciple with me..
sometime i felt so tired..
i don understand why i will join this company..
the onli reason i could find, they offer me a better post that time..
and i was unsatrifice how hard i work at absinthe.
i went chinatown on tue nite with cheng..
later on, i went to absinthe to visit them..
kind of miss over there..
miss the way pau pau make fun, act cute..
miss kelly the playful one..
but k.a. isnt there anymore..
alfit, no more there..
deepe not there as well..
irritating joseph still thr..
but my bro kelvin wasnt there anymore..
kind of touch that pau still remember how i work last time compare to other..
he still believe on me even i left him without 2weeks notice..
on wed, i went out with geo..
been long din enjoy so muc going out with fren..
we talk alot of things..
the end mention of future..about saving..
oso make me think of alot of things..
hemmm..
then today, i felt my manger doesnt reli appreciate me..
when i felt that, it doesnt mean good..
i feel so tired will every1..
shikin wasnt helping me..
she is like having herown sweet time..
hings that ask her to be done, she din..
should stop talking that..
i have many ideas i want to share but, it doesnt seem been taken serious..
when i on the way back today..
suddenly this cross by my mind..
asking pau to write me a testimonia..
he agree and wana offer me a job..
as a captain/hostess..
i tot he was joking but he is serious..
however, i told him i am not as experince as the rest captain he got now..
he could get me as junior cap to strong up my bacis then go to captain..
i din reply him anymore..
as i donnoe how should i said so..
and i donnoe wat should i do too..