alone

do u feel alone???
when will u descride u are alone??
its this consier alone??
alone wake up early in the morning..
alone sitting in the train/bus..
alone slowing walk to company..
alone sitting down hving breakfast..
alone working with false facess..
alone considerate others..
alone too care of it..
alone bear wit work..
alone waiting time to leave work..
alone sitting in the office, trying to finish everything..
alone listening to songs..
alone singing songs in the heart..
alone went for dinner..
alone walk back home silently..
alone sitting in front of comp..
alone in room without anything to do..
alone waiting some to reply her..
alone waiting some1 call to chat..
alone trying to slp for another alone day..
wat do u think??
trying to entertain every1
trying to b nice to every1
trying to finish everything as can
trying to b better
trying to keep contact but doesnt allow
trying to chance but couldnt
trying to find the list to call but din manage
trying to help but tiring
trying to entertain own but too quiet
trying to hv fun but no around
trying n trying n tryng
trying to lie own but din manage to lie the heart

how kind i could b?

today i dont feel tired..
but i feel something else
i felt im kind n alrite with everything
which its good for every1
but does tat good to me??
mayb will build up my PR n relation with every1
however i kind of dislike how i am now
im mean..im straightforward..im impatient
but i hv to b opposite
lazy to talk wt every1 as even i tell i don think they will und
i went for an interview one day..
n this person is so comfortable n wont hv any stress talking to him..
i was plan to change another post as to make myself stay till the bonus out
but now i hv another mind set
i reli donwan to stay thr anymore
reli hv to do a count down..
i hearrd ryan wanted to leave..
but susprising, mani as well..
hermm..for me there will b another 3 months to run this place
n i believe i will b away frm thr
sorry should repharse as i will leave this place
reli sad about this place
sad with the ppl, sad with being treat..
how ppl nvr learn frm mistake..
management with plenty cover faces..
not being sincere..
tats sometime reli make me don und them..