reaction of mixture feeling

its been few days im back from my leave..
its weird how it feel..
i heard alot,think alot,n listen alot..
i din talk muc, as i donwan to speak any..
tat kind of feel donwan to talk n jz wana to listen is back..
am i tired of talking?? or i jz wan to listen frm every1??
it seem lik every1 is bz wit their own life??
ppl seem to forget the not obvious person in this world
the worst, ppl seem ignore..
really veli unhapi wit this kind of feeling..
keep on telling myself not to think so muc.
even today we sit in the same office jz side by side..
i donnoe how should i start the conversation..
1st time we been keep silent when alone..
the more we talk the more i feel uncomfortable..link to nowhere that i should..
understand something in the world could not b force..
but to jz gv up, isnt lik me..
this time, its lik 2nd tek seng inccident happen again..
the diff is diff place, diff character..
should same ending as well..
recently i think of alot pharses out..
but din write it out..
eventually, no1 will care wats it is, how it is, ...