16th aug 2009

this few days i stil don feel great after knowing eddie in relation but..
i tell myself to be ok..
i went back to oscars n look for peter about my testi..
donnoe where come the braveness to meet peter..
but when it come..
actually it doenst so bad as i imagine..
after tat, i heard tat elbert hurt his hand..
it wasnt tat serious but he took this an excuse to mc..
==
today sun, i din plan anything to do..
tot if nth then will stay at home whole day..
but cheng sms me early in the morning..
went out meet her around 4pm at novena n find jane jane..
hv a chat in a donut shop...
then went window shop wt cheng..
ah wui call later on , ask dinner together at bugis..
so go wt cheng to bugis..
cheng went home, n i meet the rest of them..
ah wui told me tat reeve's mum hv cook for us..
ask us to go his home eat wor..==
im don feel comfortable going thr..
end up me, wui n yang eat sakae sushi..
during the dinner,, again i heard something about eddie le..
he will resign around dec..
hemm..i wish i don care his info anymore..
but its seem i nd more n more time for it..
b4 go home..
i tapao some food for geo as i pass by oscars..
i wonder why i will be lik tat..
but i hope its jz tat i think too muc..
recently cz of love love issues..
make me could sleep well..
as one of the ang mo in bareatoo, marcus
one of the guy in absinthe, joeseph..
both seem lik fall in..==
veli fan of this, hope wont happen anymore..
i call ivan jz now..
feel lik sharing this with him..
tell him alot of things..
eddie de, reeve de, geo de, marcus n joeseph de..
peter de, shirley from amway de, many ppl de..
as alwis, after talk wt him, feel better le..